Last year this time.... God she was so tiny... so new. As soon as 11:59 hit baby girl woke up. Not because she was hungry or wet. She didn't cry she just woke up looked me in the eyes as if to say "Hey Mom, I never want to miss a thing" And true to that night she has never missed a thing.
So much has happened in 2009. In Jan. Miss Teagan recieved her first pair of hearing aids. Hearing mommy's voice clearIy for the very first time. She took her first plane ride to TN, went to the zoo, the aquarium, the diary, and Cherokee National Park. Teagan had her first trip to the beach, her first visited to the pumpkin patch. Teagan used her first signs she, danced her first dance. We;ve seen Teagan's very first steps We celebrated Teagan's first birthdayWe reconnected with family we haven't seen in years. We moved and then moved again. We went from 3 people living together to a family of 2. All the while Teagan has never lost her smile and warmth.
Someone asked me this year " why do you think God gave her to you knowing what was going to happen" My anwer, " God gave her to me because I am the only Mom for her. I gave her life but she was sent to save mine." And save my life she did. With out her I don't know if I would have found the courage to stop living in fear. But I know that she needs me and that I would be of no use to her in a body bag. She is a miracle in every sense of the word.
I know 2010 is going to be a wonderful year! Amazing things are in store for us as we continue our journey. For everyone who has been there for us , encouraging us, words could never express how thankful I am. 2008 Blessedme with women from all over the country where all we had in common were our babies due month... 2009 Has blessed me with SISTERS and AUNT's for Teagan from all over the country.
HAPPY 2010!!! MAY THIS YEAR BE FULL OF HAPPINESS AND PEACE FOR ALL!!!!